March 17th, 2014
so I don’t want you to think I’m writing this out of pity, or only because of what’s going on but here goes:
you are literally one of the strongest people I have ever met. and I don’t say that to be nice or to cheer you up. I say it because it’s true. I hate that we’ve drifted so far in the last year or so, because you were one of the only people I was ever able to confide in. and while you were always there for me when I needed to vent, I’m not sure you’ll allow me the same privilege for yourself. but I really wish you would, because the only thing I care about in life, is being there for the people I care about. & I know you probably don’t want to harp on what’s happening, and you probably need a change of topic but I need to say this.
I don’t know why we drifted but I regret letting it happen. I know you’re much closer to other people now than are to me and that I’m probably the last person you would call to vent to. & that makes me pretty sad. but this isn’t about me, and it shouldn’t be. it’s about you.
So I guess I’m writing this to say for the millionth time that although you have a lot of people supporting you, you also have me. For all that its worth.